Hands Touch, Eyes Meet, Life Changes in a Heartbeat

4:54pm:

This pic makes me cry...

4:10pm: I know you all hate me for posting gigantic pics, but I LOVE them, so deal with it!


Ahhhhhhhh... Doesn't it inspire you, lol! I know I'm a dork!

P.S. It's from Final Fantasy VIII!
edit SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

7:26pm: This is just for bridget, and I know she doesnt have a livejournal, but still... Someone show her!

9:53pm:

5:42pm: I haven't updated in forever...
So...I decided to update...
but I have nothing to update about...
Oh well...
Here are some pics from FFVIII because I don't now what else to do with my days off...




HeHe!!! That's BIG!!!

3:12pm: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK EEEEEEEEEEEEEND!!!

OMG! I <3 the weekend sooooooooooo much! This week was way too long! Not going to go into detail about annoying and stressful biology test, history quiz, english essay and all that other fun stuff we all love to hate! So anyway, I cannot say enough how extremely ECSTATIC I am!

<3333 to all of my amazing friends, without whom, I would have died or been absent for ten concecutive month(wait 1...2...3- yup that's the whole school year) So THANK YOU ALL!! YOU ROCK SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZINGLY MUCH!!!!

LAtaH!

3:27pm: Ok so lately I've been stressed, but not unbearably... My friends and singing are the only reason I get up and go to school in the morning so god bless all of you! The workload has been so hard and immense copared to eigth grade, but I'm doing it and it's ok because I really like all of my teachers and classes, but still it's school... I never used to dislike school, but I think I'm starting to like it more and more each day. Anyways, that's about it for me, and I'm sorry I haven't been online or updating my livejournal lately. Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Thats IT!

BYE!

7:29pm: School was ok... I sang with anna and Pen at lunch which was sooooooo great to do after not doing it for so long. The rest of my classes were ok. AP was cool because I have like everyone in it, well Tal, Katie, Paul, Ashley, Kaliegh, Ally, and I think Preya! Chorus was awsome because its chorus. I know LOTS of people in that class! Then there was english which I was late to on the first day....how embarassing! I had to put away folders with Kaleigh and then ask Depersio if I could maybe switch to alto and he didnt give us a pass since it was the first day and everything so yeah... French was after that, HALLUJAH!!!! Thats seriously my favorite class as of now! I sit in the corner with all the cool corner people (pen, anna, Preya, tal, kaliegh, ashley and max) last years memories, lol! Then I had CHAMBER!!!! HURRAY!!! Another great class! It's really small, but that's ok. I sat next to lisa, YAY!!! Lots of ppl were in my chamber class. So then its bio which was kind of scary because Wasz sounds hard! I was rlly looking forward to bio too! And then lunch which u already know anout and then MATH!!! I sat in the back today which was annoying cause i hate the back, but i like miss terebetski so its ok! Last I had west-shank in comp lab which was hilarious! Anna is in that class with me and irene, so it was great! So yes that was my ooooh so thrilling day, so now i shall bid u goodday, but first WHAT SOUND DOES A MOOSE MAKE!?!?!

5:48pm: More Babysitting
I babysat more today! It was long, but I love the kids (two girls<3) They drew me pictures; it was sooooo adorable! Then they wanted to play in their dollhouse (for ever, I might add) and then we played barbies. They wanted me to play with them and I got the Dad and brother, lol. Wow, I have no idea why I'm telling the world about this... Anyways, they're sooooo sweet! Genette and Renee, aw! So anyway, that and AP was my entire day today, as tomorrow and thursday will be as well. Ok, so that's really it... Bye!

3:56pm: So, yesterday was RLLY fun! We took pictures with a web cam and of course I looked like a retard in every single on, lol! Anyways, I'm sooooooooooooooooo friggin proud of myself because I got my contacts in really well this moring! Right eye three tries and left eye on my FIRST try! I now I'm a geek because I'm extatic about this, but shut up and don't say anything or you'll ruin my FUN! ^.^

9:16pm: GLINDA
Why couldn’t you have stayed calm, for once! Instead of flying off the handle -- !

I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy now
I hope you're happy how you've
Hurt your cause forever
I hope you think you're clever

ELPHABA
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy too
I hope you're proud how you would
Grovel in submission
To feed your own ambition

GLINDA & ELPHABA
So though I can't imagine how
I hope you're happy
Right now

GLINDA
Elphie, listen to me. Just say you're sorry!

You can still be with The Wizard
What you've worked and waited for
You can have all you ever wanted -

ELPHABA
I know
But I don't want it - No!
I can't want it anymore

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by
The rules of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes
And leap...

It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you can't pull me down

GLINDA
Can't I make you understand
You're having delusions of grandeur?

ELPHABA
I'm through accepting limits
Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost

I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!

Glinda, come with me. Think of what we could do - together!

Unlimited
Together we're unlimited
Together we'll be the greatest team
There's ever been - Glinda!
Dreams the way we planned 'em

GLINDA
If we work in tandem

GLINDA & ELPHABA
There's no fight we cannot win
Just you and I, defying gravity
With you and I defying gravity

ELPHABA
They'll never bring us down!

Well, are you coming?

(GLINDA decides to stay behind.)

GLINDA
I hope you're happy
I hope your happy now that your choosing this -

ELPHABA
You too--
I hope it brings you bliss

GLINDA & ELPHABA
I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end
I hope you're happy my friend

ELPHABA
So if you care to find me
Look to the Western sky!
As someone told me lately
Everyone deserves the chance to fly
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who ground me
Take a message back from me!

Tell them how I am defying gravity
I'm flying high, defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!!

GLINDA
I hope you're happy

CITIZENS OF OZ
Look at her
She's wicked
Get her!!

ELPHABA
Bring me down!

CITIZENS OF OZ
No one mourns the wicked
So we got to bring her -

ELPHABA
Ahhhh!

CITIZENS OF OZ
--Down!

Because I'm friggin' obsessed and my sister brought the CD to college so all I have is lyrics. (thats ok though, because I have the songs [melody, voices, words, and just the whole sound of every song] burned into my brain.

Hearts, specially to kris,
~ME!

3:26pm: I'm tired! I've made one binder cover and covered a marble notebook. It was actually really fun! The dog I'm dogsitting, Buster, she's kind of old and so when I come over today she gets all excited, but then she starts making this really bad wheezing sound and I was soooooooo scared. I ran all the way home to call the peaopl, but I couldn't find their number so I went back and she was fine, but I was so scared for a second there. AWWWWW!!! I love her, she's such a sweetie! Anyways, I'm going to go annoy my brother by watching him play WOW(world of warcraft) It's a really cool game! Ok, bye!!!

12:13am: OMG!!! I just finished the fifth Harry Potter book. It was REALLY good! The first half was a little slow I think, but after 'the snake dream' (trying not to spoil it for people who haven't read it yet even though that category probably disapeared after I finished just now) I was hooked. I read like a mad woman, lol. Anyway, I thought it was rlly well written. The third is still my favorite though. I won't give away details of my favorite parts and all because of the overly long, in parrenthesis statement above. So, bye for now. Tell me your thoughts on the book, though!

4:23pm: Could it be the sacred wind
That's calling me to now begin
To walk into the dark
Carrying the light of tomorrow
--
The beating on the wings up high
Beyond the earth, beyond the sky
Come out, don't hesitate
Don't look back we've got to go now
--
Don't fear
You'll be safe from now on
Morning sky watching over all
--
Keeping close to the path
Morning sky watching over all
--
Moving over endless mountains oh so high
Walking to the light
Your heart will
See the path and you will find ***the*** (instead of yours) way
Just wait and see

PENNY!!! I wanna sing with you!!!

9:08pm: FFVIII

So I decided to start playing Final Fantasy VIII temporarily because of dang AP. I was reading some fanfic on it and I was inspired, lol! I know that half the people reading this are like 'what the heck is Final Fantasy?!?!' and the those people I simply say FIND OUT, because it ROCKS!!!! It's possibly the best FF so far, well besides the new online one and I've heard seven is really good too, but I can't find it anywhere, GRRRRRR!!! So anyway, FFVIII ROCKS!!!! Especially Selpie!!!

9:53pm: Hey, Im actually ok! Lol, I thought i would be extremely sad because i just got home from my grandparents today and I am sad, but I'm ok... Yes I am! Lol! I had SOOOOO much fun! Ready, ok, when we went walking at night we had to bring my grandpa's walking stick because we needed to scare off coyotes (not hit them or anything, dont worry) Ok, so they only come out at night and my mom and I are walking and all of a sudden it's like pitch black and we, well I, was friggin scared to death. Lol, it was great! Basically all we did was hike in the moutains and OMG, was it beautiful!!! We walked on these trails along the Hudson river and it was RIGHT bixt to it, but like on a moutain side like twenty feet up! It was amazing. The views were just so... Indescribable! So these trail were gorgeous, but then your walking along and your OMIGOSH I"M SO HIGH UP!!! Then my brother starts going faster and I love to try and keep up with him when he goes fast so I'm like fast walking on these trails that are like a foot wide and twenty feet up! OMG it was soooooo fun! So anyway! It was great!

Moving on... So when I grow up my dream is to live in the country (upstate NY in Hudson River Valley) in a big ole' farm house with one horse, two shetland sheepdogs, one tabby cat and a wrap around porch with a rocking chair on it! Ok so thats where I'll be wjen I graduate high school, bye guys, lol.

So moving on again, I had lots of fun and Paul if ur reading this, OMG I'm sooooo sorry I couldnt come! Ok then, I'll tty guys later, byes!!!

5:00pm: I have shopped more in the last three days then I have ever shopped in my life. didnt buy like anything, but I still went along which I regrett because it took FOREVER!!! I was gone from like 9am to 12am on thursday, 9am to 11am on friday and 12am to 4pm today going college shopping with my sister and parents. OMG, we have gone to Target SO many times, if anybody says ANYTHING to me about target and/or Walmart I WILL explode. I'll give you an example, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Grrrrr! I did however manage somehow to get about a quarter of the way through the fourth book between spres. So that is GOOD!! I'm very tired today because I went drifting yesterday as well. We ussually go around 12-4ish. Not the WHOLE time, but like two hour incriments between those times, I don't know why you would care but you can know anyway, lol! Ok so I'm tired, tired, eager to read, and tired. How are you? lol, ok, well, bye to anyone who has a little a life as I do to read this boring entry.

10:34pm: I LOVE HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN!!! This is my third time reading it but I don't care! I just read the part where Harry wins the Quidditch Cup! OMG!! I WAS SOOOO NEVUS BEFORE THE GAME!!! Then when the won I was just as happy as the characters in the book; I'm such a dork! I don't know why, but the third book has always been my favorite even though I haven't finished the fifth and haven't started the sixth, but I doubt they will be better than the third. The ending when everything about Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, and Prongs gets revealed is deffinetly my FAVORITE part!!! I love this book! Wow, listen to me rave on about what a geek I am, lol. So, basically my life has existed around Harry Potter for the last three day; wow, does that say I have no life or what? Anyway, I'm going to go read more! I'll see you later! BYES!!!

YAY!!!

6:09pm: Sad:*(

Reading constantly the past couple days, sry i havent updated.
I saw Fantastic Four with penny and the billfingers so that was RLLY fun! Cause i got to see my home ec sowing circle again, YAY!!!
I went to marz's party which was rlly fun!
Then I saw Charlie with anna, but I couldnt see it with anthony, elyn and ben, *tears*

So, besides reading that is all thats happened to me recently...

So...thats it

~Brianna

9:43pm: Hey guys, sryi havent written in like forever. I started AP today, finally. I didnt do that much but im gonna do a lot tomorrow. Also, im watching the extra credit tonight, for AP. Im watching out of order cause i missed the first one and am seeing the second one first, but luckily there is another showing of the first so im still gonna see it but out of order, lol. So, its only an hour long, i hope its interesting! So, i have basically been doing nothing, but i did see fantastic four with a couple ppl. It was rlly fun! It was the reunion of the home ec sowing circle, YAY!! So i have had fun the past couple of days with many stupid comments and many hilarious friends! YAY!! So i guess ill write tomorrow, tay, see ya!

2:53pm:
A beautiful angel. God would hand pick you to be
his right hand angel. You are a blessing
beyond blessings. You are kind and helpful
towards everyone and everything. You also have
a smile to lighten up the world. You believe
everything deserves a chance to thrive and live
on to greatness. To you, everything has a
purpose and a way of living and you hold no
grudge against it.


What Type of Angel Will You Be?
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Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.


What type of teenager are you?
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B:

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile

Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

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11:23pm: Last time/thing..
01. Cried: five seconds ago
02. Bought something: last week at the mall with krissy<333
03. Gotten sick: um, spring
04. Sang: The question is when havent i sang?
05. Eaten: turkey hill ice cream
06. Been kissed: um....
07. Felt stupid: always
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't? um, yesterday
09. Met someone new: um, saturday, james friends at bar mitzvah
10. Moved on: four seconds ago
11. Talk to an ex: I dnt have one...
12. Missed an ex: ...
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: ...um, i dnt no how to answer
14. Had a serious talk: 8 seconds ago
15. Missed someone: Today
16. Hugged someone: this morning saying goodbye to mommy and krissy
18. Dreamed: Last Night
19. Harpooned a sea otter: ...and when have i had the chance to do that, lol...
20. Went to the bathroom: um...today...interesting question
21. Worked up a mean ass lather: WHAT!?!?!

Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: um...i dnt think i have a BEST friend overall...I have a few rlly good ones though, anna is always there to talk, and scott and becca too, amd there r others...
02. Best guy friend: scott
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ...ben...
04. If no, current dating partner: none
06. Pager: what would i need that for?
07. Are you the center of attention or the wallflower: i dnt like being the center of attention, but I dnt like to be left out...so neither i would say
08. What type of automobile do you drive: im only 14
09. What type of automobile do you wish you drove: um...never rlly thought about it... omg, i would love a red Jaguar, AHHHH, i would DIE!!
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: um, i like both in different ways
11. Where is the best hangout: i love the beach, riding bikes, but mostly Depersio's office, i LIVE there
12. Do you have a job: babysitting
13. Do you attend church: used to
14. Do you like being around people: only friends, i never no wut to say around othetr ppl

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: my sister and my mom...and martha stuwart(JK)
02. What are some of your pet peeves: ppl who purposly make other feel bad about themsleves and do things to me that i would NEVER do to them
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: deffinatly
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: u r kidding, who HASNT!!
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: um, someone who cares about me and who isnt a mocho show off, but someone who is musical, they dnt have to be, not if i rlly like them, but i would prefer it
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): um...im gonna say probably not and if so, only a white lie
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no, i just cry, lol
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: dumped, i cant stand hurting ppl's feelings
09. Rather have a relationship or hookup? hookups r so not me, i want someone to want to be with me not someone who wants to try me...wierd
10. Want someone you don't have right now:
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: Yes
12. Do you want to get married: Yes
13. Do you want kids: Yes, three or four
15. What is your favorite part of being in a relationship? being cared about...being loved
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: hair and only hair, someyimes i dnt even like my hair, lol
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i HATE emotions, but i love being insightful, not that i am, not like penny
18. Are you happy with you: ...um...
19. Are you happy with your life: im not sure, i love family life, but friend and school life confuzes me, but i love my friends anyway
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: this year never happened..well..most of this year



[ Current Clothes ] jean shorts, pink t-shirt, no shoes
[ Current Mood] overwhelmed
[ Current Music ] nothing at the moment
[ Current Taste ]wut would i taste right now?
[ Current Make-up ] nope, none
[ Current Hair] bun, always is when im at home
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] Starting AP Homework
[ Current Desktop Picture] CLYDESDALE!!! OMG, I LOVE THEM!!! <333333 horses
[ Current Book you're reading ] Wicked, still, havent read it in a while, maybe ill read some tonight
[ Current CD in CD Player ] Bar Mitzvah mix
[ Current DVD in player ] The Notebook
[ Current Refreshment ] nothing
[ Current Worry ] EVERYTHING!!!

11:18pm: bad day, mom and sis left for ithica, and im alone...

BORED
NO ONE CALLED IN A YEAR
BLAHHHHH!!!!

No one reads this anyway, lol!

Okay, well, bye, to whoever is bored enough to read this...

9:49pm: I saw ben yesterday, YAY!! We watched the Notebook!!! Once again, YAY!!!

In other news, I am rlly mad at myself for not trying out for Footloose or doing Triple Threat! Everyone is having SOOO much fun and I've been at home being bored, not cool! Oh well! My mom and sister r gonna be gone from tomorrow to Saturday, :*( They r going to Ithica college orientation, thats sounds pretty fun, wish I was going. Anyway, fourth of July consisted of computer, shopping with mom, computer, bratwurst for dinner *yum*, and running around outside searching for fireworks, lol! It was fun, but a little buggy, lol! I was gonna go to a party, but since mom and kris r going to orientation tomorrow I wasnt allowd to. To much to do. Oh well, *sighs*... This week is gonna be boring cause I can't do anything since mom's gone. So it's another week that I'm stuck at home. Love being home, but missing friends... ahhhhhhh. Anyways, <3 bethy, ben, becca, and all u ppl, lol! Tay, byes!

12:11pm: bar mitzvah(spelled it right finally)
OMG!!! The bar mitzvah was SOOOOO much fun!!! Anna was there with me and we had such a blast! So first we watched the actual service which was RLLY interesting! I've never been to a temple before or like seen a jewish service and its rlly cool! The bar mitzvah boy did SUCH a great job, *tear tear* I'm so proud, lol! The chanting and singing was rlly pretty, the canter had a rlly good voice, asd did everyone who sang. I was trying to chant but its RLLY hard and lisa and anna were laughing at me, but its ok, lol! It was pretty funny! So after the service there were refreshments and I didnt rlly have anything, but then we got to the reception and there was more food, lol! I'm glad i didnt eat anything because after that we had dinner, WOW!! Lots of food! LOL! So then the bar mitzvah boy sang a song and he was SO good!! Then he called ppl up to light the candles and his friends, aka the two loud tables in the corner, were called up to light one, YAY!! So then we sang happy bar mitzvah and danced A LOT!! LOL!! OMG and then there were fireworks, not actually there, but the reception was at a country club and there were fireworks across the bay that it overlooked. It was sooooo pretty and romantic, lol! Omg, so anna and i just went outside and we took off our shoes in the wet grass and we spun around and looked at the star and the fireworks. It was BEAUTIFUL!!! We wanted to run down the long strip of grass but there were too many ppl so we decided not to, lol! So then we went inside and just danced! It was amazingly fun! I can't dance, lol, but it was still SO great!! They passed out lots of stuff like hats and other things, one thing was glow sticks, YAY!!! Oh yeah, and before all the dancing we did all the jewish traditional dances. It was GREAT!! We all got in two circles, or five, i dk, the circles were demented, but it was still SO much fun! Then one cirlce went one way and the other went the opposite way, and the family members got lifted up on chairs and danced around, lol!! OMG, sry for babbling one, but it was SOOO much fun!!! Okay, now that u guys r probably bored I'll end! Tay, see ya lata!! Byes!!